Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Seriously , its not my day today. Sigh. I dunno whats going through my mind now. Fucked up , i screwed up everything. Come on luh , i'm also a victim okays. I'm just following what i'm being told to do so. Kay , fine i followed & so what. I've got t take all those fking blames saying that i giving th wrong things out. Hey come on luh , if i were given a choice i wont even give a damn t it. I dont hav th mood t do all this stuff can. If you think i'm strong enough t deal all this things all alone , i only can say , you do really know me well? & is not i know you well , is you fking don understand me. Hiding all my feelings and emotions all inside and feign a smile and laugh out like a crazy person , its easy t do that for me. But this feeling in me have already reached its max. I don wanna pretend that nothing happened and move on. I cant tune it down alone , its impossible. This isn't th life i wanted , but i wasn't given a choice t choose my own life i cant. Nothing much t say anymore. Fire's burning , tears bursting out.
12:11 AM Go up , sweets
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Gina Toh akas Ginagaby is my name.
Currently 15teen. 17January1995 , th day when i open my eyes t stare at you.
Xia0yaNn-gin@hotmail.com , add if you feel like.
Th only thing tat i rmb-ed was tat, Happiness is mine , not you gave t me.
Wishes
Happy 16th Birthday!
New sliver/golden pencilbox!
New bagpack!
New shoes! (Especially from everlast)
Metalic Wallet!
Get A1 for Chinese! (Chionging)
Sisters outing!
Class outing!
Class tee!
